Give in to me. . .

First off, I do not like country music. However, I watched the movie Country Strong today and I fell in love with this song. 

This is the kind of love that I want. (Warning: I am about to show you the cheesy, girly, and a little bit sappy side of me.) Don't get me wrong, I want to have a fun relationship with someone and be complete dorks with each other. But I also want to have something that makes me feel loved. My absolute favorite feeling in the world is knowing I am needed by someone. It doesn't matter how; if people need someone to talk to, a hug, or just having me around. . . I love being needed. 

This song is so true for me. Lyrics express this side of me better than I can on my own.

I'm gonna wear you down

I've been told I'm a handful. But if someone can't deal with my weird personality, mood swings, and big obsession with music then I'm not their girl.

I'm gonna start a fire, you're gonna feel the heat

Someone else has also told me that I can sure "spit fire". My temper can get away from me sometimes. But I honestly hope that someone someday will want to work through those days and make me realize how silly I am when I am a little ticked off at something.

and if you're ever sad, I'll make you laugh, I'll chase the hurt

Yes, I have quirks and strange qualities that may frighten people (I do not need to be told). But the one thing I will always do for someone I love is make them happy, everyday, any time they need me. I don't need approval from someone, I do need them to be happy. Making people happy is the brings me the most joy.

I want to love someone completely. There is no one in my life who can make feel this way right now, but I can't wait for the day there is. I can't wait to be in love with the love of my life.