See me for who I am

I am a big believer that people are put into your life for a reason. Sometimes it seems random and insignificant that you meet someone but I'm stubborn and try to think otherwise.

When I talk to people, as I'm listening to them, I try to see them who they are and why they in my life. I look right into their eyes, look at their clothes, and just try to get to know them. I have had people look right at me and I know instantly why I know them. I've had people wear something that has given me courage so wear something strange the next day. I have talked to people who have changed my life in some small way.

Here is my dilemma. I don't know how to allow people to see me for who I am.

My self image right now is something I am very proud of. It's not just about the clothes I wear or my outward appearance. The person who I am isn't the person I've always been. People have described me as crazy, shy, complicated, goth (I accidentally wore all black one day.), and countless other interesting adjectives. Hopefully none of those are true today. I don't know how to successfully portray myself to the people I meet. But I can sure tell you who I am right this second.

I love butterflies and sign language.
                                                                              Chocolate is a major weakness.
                                          I am a proud Whovian.
                                                                                   I will probably call you cheesy weird pet name.
        The clothes I wear represent my inner soul.
                                                        I like to laugh.
                                                                                                   I'm RaNdOM.
          I will most likely fall in love with you if you're idea of hanging out is eating.
I may have nightmares but I am dreamer
                                                                                                                             I like to play card games.
I love watching movies.
                                                                    I am a daughter of God.
                                We are best friends if you like StudioC.
                                                                                          You can ask me anything without it being weird.
          I like to listen to people's life stories.
I don't believe in complicating relationships.
                                                                          I listen to IndiePendent music :P
                           My strangest fantasy is dancing in the middle of a parking lot with someone.       

I hope that after you read this you will come to tell me your life story or ask me to dance in a parking lot. I try not to let fear hold me back anymore because life should be about the candid, spontaneous moments you share with people. Ask me about anything, I will do my best to give you an answer. A positive description someone had for me was that I have a "zest for life". I try to live up to that one everyday. I can make your life fun or spontaneous if you let me. Let me show you who I am.